A Wise Man Told Me That A Double Minded Man Is Unstable In All His Was – Read on Path.
Going through all the pain, but at the end of the day ii know ii have so much to gain. Never knowing what to look forward to from day to day, but ii kno that ii hav to cross these roads to get where I’m going to be successful in life. So ii keep my head held high and to all my fans (haters) in loving the support that yhu are givin meh. Making these adjustments that’s surrounding meh; ii know that they are the CROSS ROADS of my eternal destiny.
Love Always, ChinaDoll
.ii had a long conversation with someone special to meh and she made meh realize tha everything that ii want ii am going to have to do it for mhyself cause ain’t nobody is going to try and help meh. Once again ii have fallen victim to mhy own flaws and ii kno that ii al going to have to ifd them. Even though ii kno that’s its going to be hard ii know that ii have the confidence, the strength, and the wisdom to do all that is possible for meh. So tha only person that ii can trust is meh cause ii kno that nobody want to see meh succeed in life.
Love Always, ChinaDoll
Yhu just don’t know what ii have been through in my life then come into it and change it but all you do is add problems on top of problems. That don’t help anything but ii guess life comes with obstacles and hurdles that ii was gonna have to cross eventually. Once ii have realized that, then I think everything was gonna fall back into place and ii would not haw to stress mhyself over some bullshit. Nobody should not judge meh cause th hav not taken one step in mhy shoes and witness the things ii hav seen so until them keep all your fucking comments to your damn self cause ii don’t need them.
Love Always, ChinaDoll
Tellin yhu how ii feel, that’s how yhu know its real; there’s something yhu need to know, ii can’t handle this bullshit anymore. So yhu think that yhu kno me, but yhu don’t hav any idea; this is how, this is how ii keep it real. There are some things yhu want US to discuss, but in mhy eyes there are no US; and for us to move on we need to be alone, once was us is now dead and gone. Yhu never know what yhu had until its gone but once yhu realize what yhu had there is no-one to fall back on.
Love Always, ChinaDoll
Gong through the pain, ii will never be the same. Here ii thought ii was the only one, but ii guess ii was wrong again. So here ii am looking like ahh damn fool, ii was so fucking stupid to fall for yhu. When ii knew that yhu wasn’t right for meh in the first place, ii made ahh dumb decision by not looking at the situation that way.
Love Always, ChinaDoll